why can't i stop wasting time with girls who couldn't give a shit about me? i mean, it seems so easy, just stop caring. i've done it before, it shouldn't be this hard. i try to cut myself off from her, and it's really not that hard. then she starts whining that she never sees me, or i'm avoiding her, or that she really misses me. ok, so we make plans and hang out, or not, and it's fun, i guess. then if at any time in the near future i ask her to hang out it's always "i've got plans" how bout tomorrow? or the day after, but no, she's booked up for weeks, or says she is. so whatever. a person should either make time to see you or just be honest with you about not wanted to spend time. i'm gonna go try and make my nintendo work now.
music:kidneythieves, the anniversary, alkaline trio, hot rod circuit
