man, why can't i just get drunk once here at cates without something dramatic happening? i mean, geezus it shouldn't be that hard, should it? just drink my little liver out and then stumble around for a while. but no, something always happens. although tonight, for the better, i guess, it's not my fault.
one of my friends has been thrown into a situation which, if i had the power, i'd have protected her from. but you can't always be there and sometimes it's for the best, but who knows? i wish i could protect her from everything, and i've lost so much touch with that part of myself that i don't know how to show it. *sigh* i sometimes think things will be better this way, never having done anything, because if you don't try, you won't get hurt...but you get hurt no matter what you do. we humans aren't happy unless we're giving or getting some kind of pain. we are all S&M freaks lining up for our punishment. we take the whip and ask for more
speaking of whip, jeff told me what crackers meant. whip crackers, makes sense, in a Roots sort of way...what the fuck did i just type? oh well, no editing done here, no sir, oh natural. whateva.
i dunno what i'm gonna do...there's frisbee tomorrow, but i have to be at work at 4, so who knows? i should be making some hella good money this next paycheck, and justin has suggested the appartment again, so that sounds like fun. well, katie's up, perhaps i should go bug her? nah...she'd probly just kick me in the nuts...again. peace out kids.
music:reggie and the full effect, relient k, bush
