so she IMs me today and says that i hate her or that i don't care about her anymore. one of the two, maybe both. i dunno. i only listen with half an ear anymore cuz really, it's out of my hands. i spent three years protecting her, both from herself and the world, and to be honest i did a shitty job of it, but who can protect someone who won't see sense? well i got myself out of that situation, i'm sorry if i'm not in any big hurry to get anywhere near it again. it'll suck me in, i just know it. so i'm staying as far back as i can get. i'll watch from here, thanx.
