well, i've been dragging my ass writing here, but nothing is happening in my life. or at least, nothing i'm feeling excited about. odd thing is, i'm not unhappy, and i'm not happy with my life either. for the most part, i am completely neutral on the subject. what does this mean? hell if i know, probly means i'm set to drift in a sea of lazyness till my parents throw me out on my ass with the phrase "remember to call and visit" ringing in my ears.
i'm thinking about getting my own place anyway, but i'm not ready to live by myself. and justin's got a pretty sweet deal going on at his place, so i've not even brought up the subject too seriously.
to be honest, i don't what i'm even living for these days. the only dreams i have are the ones i have in bed. there's gotta be something for me, i just gotta go find it. or maybe sit here some more and wait for it to smack me in the face. either way, i don't think it makes much difference.
this weekend was the first in a long time that i wasn't looking forward to. i had to work eveyr night and almost every one of my friends was out of town. i did end up getting to spend time with katie, which always improves whatever mood i'm in. and i ate a late dinner at the mountaineer with downer. so it wasn't a total lost weekend. that's all i got for j00 right now, i'm gonna go find some way to avoid doing anything i'm responsible for.
music:dashboard, hot rod circuit, thursday, alkaline trio
