i'm kinda sore right now. my back hurts and my abs are all tight. yep, i actually did some physical working out yesterday. i think it was the depression. it's a habit i picked up a long time ago from a fall crew coach:when life is kicking your ass, take it out on your body cuz you'll both be better for it. he didn't ever really say that, i just put it into words. so i guess some people use this as an excuse to slit their wrists or carve on themselves, but i can't see myself ever doing that, so i work out until my vision blurs. somewhere in the middle of my push-ups, my elbow starting popping and so did something in my throat...like a verterbrae or something...but it wasn't the arm i'd had trouble, so i went ahead and finished the set. but i feel better for it.
my parents get back in a couple of days, and to tell the truth i kinda miss them. i dunno what's gonna happen when i move out on my own some day and have to wake up to a lonely house ever day. i think that's what's eating at me. i need my alone time, sure, but i like to be around people too. odd that i have an extreme dislike for people isn't it? :) kinda like that part in clerks. "i hate people, but i love crowds"
oh, amie and joe, if you ever read this, thanx for the other *thinks* 2 nights, they were good for me, and i hope you had fun too.
so i think that's all i've got to talk about right now. keep on keepin on.
music:further seems forever, rival schools, dashboard confessional
